Thursday, January 31, 2008

Wajah Kesayangan Hamba oleh Hail Amir

Just heard this song early this morning...it reminds me about the old....old...old memories.
(p.s: korang tau ke lagu ni camne?..sapa tau mmg cayalah sbb lagu oldies habis..)

Ingin ku milik kasih
Ayu jelita
Wajah cantik berseri
Sinar cahaya

Sopan santun berbudi
Bergaya sederhana
Halus tutur bahasa
Sungguh mulia

Rambut panjang terurai
Bagai sutera
Hias bunga sekuntum
Tambah jelita

Bibir merah delima
Merdu alun suara
Penambat jiwa nan lara
Rasa bahagia

( korus 1 )
Pipi pauh dilayang
Alis matanya lentik
Sekali mataku memandang
Hati tertawan

( korus 2 )
Wajahnya mempersona
Tiada lagi tandingan
Bagai dewi menjelma
Jadi temanku

Datanglah wahai pujaan
Datang padaku
Lukisan wajah kasih

Dengan cinta nan mesra
Wajah kesayangan hamba
Kini ku jumpa
( ulang dari korus1 )

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I Felt Empty!

My life is empty? My heart felt vacant? Feeling like a 1 big hole in my heart....And after so many times I keep asking myself the same question and end up with no answer.."What is the purpose of me living in this world???? I'm struggling in order to survive in this cruel world, which definitely unfair for me...I'm not sure if i ever had really happy moment in my life..until now i can't figure out even one time that i can consider it is trully happy moment in my life....

About a year ago...I was dismayed by the yoga instructor who asked the class to meditate while visualising the happiest moment in our life..you know what...until the class ended I cannot visualize event 1!!!! So..so..pathetic...!!!

I asked forgiveness from Allah for this stupid thought...but this is trully from my empty soul...Ya Allah ampunkan hambamu yg lemah ini....

Monday, January 28, 2008

Justification Why We Need A Laboratory????

Anybody want to help me? I'm scratching my head to find a few good reasons and the explanation why I need the lab..the time is tickling and everybody is waiting for my justification so then the project can be started-off.....Uwaaaa help me? Why I'm so blank?????...ni rasa nak terjun lombong nih.....

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Lot's of work to be completed!!!!

Seems like my life is getting busy again. I started picking up with my roles here in CCM. My expertise to share with all the colleagues here.Do they really want it? I asked myself....I felt insulted last week when I called up for a meeting..nobody turns up!!!!"Do they really want me in CCM?" huh!!!!..."it is OK nuzaimah.." comforting myself.."it is part and puzzle of working. Siaplah korang..bila aku dah confirm nanti tau lah apa aku nak buat." I'll show the real me....hehehe..

Thursday, January 3, 2008

My Left Bisep Is So Painful!!!Arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a retribution to a person who want to do things which is beyond her capability. Huhuhu, i deserved that! Outdo yourself konon! I cannot even straighten my hand!!!!It is so painful!

I wish I can lift more weight as what other girls in the gym can do. I've tried it last monday, lifting total of 9kg + 5 lbs each for bisep exercise which normally I lift 3 lbs (too light isn't it?????). Everything goes well during workout, I feel good and pay myself with Subway..hehehe..(it's not worth paying rm12 for a big bread filled with veggies...because I'm still feel hungry! it's better if I pay rm2.50 for nasi lemak as what i have it last night...I'm fulled even until this morning hehehe....)psst....i'm a big fan of nasi lemak!!!!

Argghhhh!!!It's painful!!!!This is what I felt when I woke up this morning...drove to work also giving me trouble as changing the automatic gear was extremely hard...I've felt a little bit pain yesterday, but i manage to do lowerpart workout...which is still need me raising my hands sometimes (which i believe it should not worsen my pain).I was wrong!! The payback is this morning...

I start looking for 'tukang urut' and Nor come across my mind...not as tukang urut (she not doing well in 'urut-mengurut'..hehe..nor jgn marah)..since she is local klang resident, her mom sure knows someone who can 'urut'. Still waiting for her confirmation..nor..really need your help...this pain almost caused me black-out this morning..too bad huh?!!

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

IT'S 2008

It is my first working day in this new 2008 year..after almost 2 months I'm with this my new company called CCMChemicals. I'm sure everybody have heard about CCM...but why I'm still not giving my full heart to this new job? Me myself also wonder why?Hah! its my new task in this year..to find out why I'm half hearted with this job beside my main aim...to get married????huh! It's still a long way dream I guess...

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Welcome 2008!!!!

Assalamualaikum....

As an introduction, let me wish everybody a Happy New Year. Hopefully this year is way much better for everybody than last year.

AMIN.....

 
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