My life is empty? My heart felt vacant? Feeling like a 1 big hole in my heart....And after so many times I keep asking myself the same question and end up with no answer.."What is the purpose of me living in this world???? I'm struggling in order to survive in this cruel world, which definitely unfair for me...I'm not sure if i ever had really happy moment in my life..until now i can't figure out even one time that i can consider it is trully happy moment in my life....
About a year ago...I was dismayed by the yoga instructor who asked the class to meditate while visualising the happiest moment in our life..you know what...until the class ended I cannot visualize event 1!!!! So..so..pathetic...!!!
I asked forgiveness from Allah for this stupid thought...but this is trully from my empty soul...Ya Allah ampunkan hambamu yg lemah ini....
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
I Felt Empty!
Posted by Neneq at 9:06 AM
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nuzai..you are not alone..aku pun selalu ada feeling mcm ni.....dan aku idjinkan kau rasa mcm tu...huhuhuhuhu
aku pon!!!!!!
nuzai..aku punnnnn
nuzai..aku pun leh kira gak happy momment in my life..sedih aku baca entry ni..aku doakan ko akan jumpa saat hapy yg ko amat2 nak dlm masa terdekat..mulut aku masin tau..hehehe..byk mkn garamnya pasal..amin
tahle ngape aku jiwang 2 3 hari ni..org kata sindrom pertengahan umur..tapi aku baru quater mcm tak shesuaila plak...tapi etul2 aku rasa kosong..taktau nk ckp cmne..tak cukup amal gamaknye..
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